Writing just after the murderous theocratic attack on Charlie Hebdo Frankie McKillen says:
This is what she was thinking last week just before and as events unfolded ... word for word... Typo's, accents etc included ... bear in mind she has lived most of life in France ... We were talking about TPQ, Gaza and other things just before the Charlie attack ...
Daughter: Your friend is Gaza too... [talking about TPQ]
Father He was an Irish republican. Gaza, I'm with them too. When we are face to face I'll explain ... It isn't anti jew ... It is anti Zionist, not the same. Do you understand the difference?
Daughter: Fuck dad?!?!?! How can you tell me something like that? By anti zionist are you telling anti only democratic country in the middle east?
Father: Its not anti sematic.... and thats what you have to grasp.
Daughter: I know you're not... But we just can't be against a country wich already exists and wich is fighting against fucking extremists (because hamas is nothing else but extremists who kills it's own population if they don't agree with them)
Father: I'm not talking about Hamas... I'm talking about the ordinary people in Gaza, not the same. The israeli gov are extremist too...
Daughter: What I means is that there is a huge difference betwen being against a all country and being against a the politic theyre doing... It's like you're saying i'm anti I don't know Venezuela or Brasil... It's meaning less to me
Father: Israeli politics is corrupt... its not a religios question... Its very much political...
Daughter: And people in Gaza wouldn't die by Israel fire if their armement wouldt be next to schools mosquee etc... I totally agree they suffering...
Father: Where would you plan to live if you leave La France?
Daughter: I don't know...
Daughter: Sometimes I'd love to go live in Brasil but it's a bit far... The thing is I don't trust europe...So I don't know, I'm seriously thinking about it. I'd love a country "en voie de developpement" ... Where there's thing to built.
Daughter: I'm angry.
Father:Because of todays shootings,
Daughter: About this Charlie Hebdo thing. Mum cried one hour
Father: Its called terrorism
Daughter: One hour.... I'm lying... Maybe less... Very less
Father: I grew up knowing terrorism...
Daughter: I'm on the way to go out. If you can wait for me... I clamb up in the bus, and wile i'm in it, I ansewer you.
Daughter: Went to drink a cofee with friends then to a Charlie vigil (means manifsstation??) but it was a mess. It made me a bit angry.
Father: Tell me about it and how your friends are thinking. Even in French, I can translate it. Why do you think it was a mess...
Daughter: Because it was organized by very young people, so it was much more like "we want every one to see us" than a meeting to react... And I received a dust bean right on my face..And my friend didn't thought about it only in an emotional way, they didn't thought about it deeply...
Father: What are the muslims doing in Aix/Fuveauv? Are they staying indoors or making jokes?
Daughter: And about Charlie Hebdo I thougt about many many things...I found this on twitter.
|[the above are anti Jew remarks by the local taliban on a twitter account]|
Father:Tell me what you think about Charlie
Daughter: First of all, that I can't understand how the authorities havn't seen it, thir head was "dans le viseur" of all the terrorists organizations, and the brothers was known.
Daughter: Then, I think that the all country has to think about what we missed... Because all Youssouf Fofana, Mohamed Merah, the brothers Kouachi, this men who took hostages are french, they had the possillity to create a real terrorist organization in the homelands (and I heard there is a camp in Pyrenées every one knows it but it's already there) and because they was french, so what this country has done to deserve so many "haine" this is a real question I think really important to think about.
Daughter: And, I'm angry because all of muslims are saying that "terrorism is not islam" wich is right and I do know that and understand that... But, the biggest threat now are islams terrorists, so they HAVE to think about why, and how this can happen, they have their responsibility and they have to think about it. (I'm not saying by responsibility that it's their falt and they're all the same, this is important to understand, just that they have to maybe reform or at least send a big big message of peace)
Daughter: And I think this is a declaration of war
Father: Are there more or less police in Aix today?
Father: Life is just the same?
Daughter: But on every busses there is messages telling we have to be carefull. And I had to go to the sncf and I saw militaries.
Daughter: (how do you say militaires?)
Father: The army..
Daughter: Yes the army, I think it has to be worst in St Charles train station in Marseille..
Father: has your darling mom said anything?
Daughter: Fuck them all, Loïs I din't want you in this country I want you to live, she's sad...And David [her boyfriend] wants to go the army, and all of these events are making his mind stronger..
Father: Tell David he is silly wanting to join the army.... Why fight someone elses war? A war he didn't make.......
Daughter: He thinks it's his... I can't do anything to change his mind... He's talking about it for four years, he's too determined.
Father: Do you or your darling mom think le pen will get elected?
Daughter: Yes, mum thinks she will... That is the only thing she's scared off. And all what happened these two days gave her many many many votes..Update in Dammartin where the brothers Kouachi, they gave the asseau
Father: asseau?...As in they are going to die for islam?
Daughter: The police is shooting..But they are locked in a usine. Assaut ( faute d'orthographe)
Father: What did you think about Charlie Hedbo and the cartoons.. right or wrong for printing them?
Daughter: Printing wich one?
Father: The original mohamed cartoon
Daughter: Aaah! I this it was right, of course!
Father: Are you still watching BMF or Telei [French rolling news channels]
Daughter: Why wouldn't had done it? No, I don't know who the fuck put TF1 [French version of thr BBC]... So (I'm ashamed) I'm watching it.
Father: Your darling mom maybe?
Daughter: Mum TF1? She shout against the news paper seiller in Fuveau because they didn't have Liberation et le Canard enchainé....[Liberation is a French left newspaper & le Canard enchainé is a political satire paper that cuts through the waffle]
Daughter: I don't feel afraid, mum neither. I feel angry, not the stupid racist anger, but angry because we had to wait for years before people heard we're going through a crisis with djihadists... Jews knew it for years... And angry because on this historycal meeting on decemner 11th there was a Saoudian man who at the same time on his country ( i'll speak french) il y a un homme condamné à 1000 coups de fouets pour avoir ouvert un forum sur l'islam...This is non sense...And about fear, I don't feel afraid, I just doing carefull...
Father: Can I print (re copy your views word for word for the blog)?
My Daughter: Yes...